School works strikes again

after a long day of vacation, again, my school works are loaded again, very funny, i was again confused, what should i do first?. when will i start, i'll just laugh at myself cause i don't know what will i do. haha.

yesterday was the one of the most-very terrifying day of my life, i thought i was going to die, there's this incident in the bus where i was in. i was very very afraid and i started to cry. honestly, i was afraid to die, i will die i know. but not now. i have so many things i really want to do. a lot. sigh. and i was very very thankful eventhough i was trembling and was about to collapse. i was thankful because i was given again another chance to stay where i was currently, it just a lesson learned because this past few days, i was a sloth, stupid and really don't-care-anymore type, and after that incident. i just realized that life isn't all that, you don't know when will you die, so as far as you're living here in our temporary life, we must make this worth living, fulfill what we need to fulfill and find contentment.

and also, yesterday, i deleted one friend in my friendster account (FRIENDS), i was really, i don't know. i know i don't have the right to be mad at him or else, i just can't accept the fact that he didn't approve my comment for him. it was his birthday yesterday. so i greeted him with this glitterfying comment (courtesy of http://www.glitter-graphics.com/ visit the site to pimp your comments.) and then he didn't approve it. what a waste isn't. i thought that maybe, he was very pissed of me. blah.blah.so, to settle things up and to stop me from being so paranoid. i deleted him. hurray!

and then back to being so so busy type of student, my load was full again, now, i'll research first about form validation (the ones like friendster registration form. yahoo!. google.). hope that i'll see a better example of it in the net. (FYI. i was a computer science student.)

renafterhours: school works strikes again:13th post

I am so wasted

honestly, i wasn't feeling well. i just pretend that i am. so that everybody here can't question me. look at you now ren, your so athropied, you're just like nothing. you feel like a trash. anybody can throw you away anywhere.

i got a red, yes, bloody grade in one of my major subjects, it was not good obviously, but i pretend that it's okay. so my friends can't question me. i can't tell to my mom that i have that bloodish grade this midterm grading. duh-hell is happening. i am not in myself today, i mean, when school starts, i am not in myself, i just want to feel free. i want to run away from here,

yesterday, i thought t'was the one of my best day of my life. i was happy that morning then. we went to TPI. and was really really kewl. the place was soo. refreshing.. when you thought that there's no place like home. there is. the place where people feel like there's no problems at all. you can see nature. at it's best. i salute people over talisay, they manage to make their sorroundings clean, neat and 100% original.

but then when i arrived at my so called home. everythings just fade. my mom and dad and me fought about this stupid thing! that thing! shit happens when you didn't expect it to happen. i was thrown. im wasted. lost. and giving up.

and now im currently, i want to do something else. i want to go out. stay out. and feel free. i want to do the old things. that honestly. i get over with. i want them back. but that's really impossible, you know that. i can't concentrate, in my studies, in my friends, in my self, in my life. in everything to summ it up. duhheell is happening... watduhhel...

prentending, that someone else would come and save me from myself..

lord just didn't want me to stop there, i know it's wrong to question him about what was happening. he changed me a lot when i started to know more about him. and honestly, i just don't want to let go. i'll hold unto him so tight. so i can't let go.

renafterhours:i am so wasted:eleventh post

My Day yesterday

yes, the usual school routine, wake up early, skip breakfast, rode a bus. i was kinda sloth for school this sem, it's just that, i really want to stay inside my home, where i can always watch movies, sleep anytime, eat waffer. haha. but i guess life isn't all that.


done reporting at jpl and sad to say, it didn't turned out that great, i get lost at the middle of the reporting, and huh., but it's okay, my prof said that "nawawala ka kasi eh," but atleast i've finished it and didn't stop, at the same time, i was very very angry, devastated and i want to punch my mayayabang blockmates yesterday, prove something babeh~ and i'll eat all what i have said.


proudly saying, i got 94% on my midterm exam in one of my major, huh, i guess i'm safe, haha,. i'm starting to like it now. the fact that the 94% gives me energy and full willingness to do something better next time, i'll perfect it. hahah. huu yeaah.


and the most shocking thing happen yesterday is the "Labyu Labyu part". this is how it goes, after our midterm exam, we went straight to SAS(School of Arts and Sciences) Faculty to look for sir chuck, cause we're going to ask about our outfit for today's nstp activity, unfortunately again, sir chuck wasn't there, we decided to go to gym , maybe sir chuck was there, as we about to leave, i saw him and he said "LABYU LABYU." and i said "Labyu Labyu", without prior notice. haha, i was shocked really, cause i didn't expect it happen, it is usual for a friend to exchange labyu labyu words, but the fact that i had a major crush on him. OMG! hahah.

ooops! the first thing is that. that morning, i received freetext from smart to other network, so i've decided that i'll greet my globers tropa. the message goes : "freetext aqo yehey,, grit mode sa mga nakaglobe! ikz.thelai,pokz,iantot, aia, (space)(space)(space) Labyu.. Labyu..". yahahah.. but really, didn't expect that he'll going to say that, personally, but that's what friends are for aight, errr, honestly, sayin, i got kilig and i can't breath. haha.


well there goes nothing, haha. i confess again?.. maybe he should be reading this. noooo-waaay not now. hahah.. anyway, end of the post.



renafterhours : my day yesterday :tenth post

I Salute you! shoe repairman! =D

Today was the last day of our first long weekend. last friday i planned that i'll make up to my mom. my sis and our house. haha. i will do all the cleaning nyenyenye. proudly saying.. mission quite accomplish except for one. mopping the floor. i'll do it later after this post.

yes, i remember about my shoes. it has a crack on it, the pair, so i went to a shoe repairman this afternoon.. i left my shoes and decided to come back after few minutes, the shoe repairman said that he'll going to fix it as soon as possible.

i bought all my mom told me to buy. when i came back to the shoe repairman's place, my shoes isn't finished. worst is. he didn't actually start repairing it when i leave, i was a bit argh at that moment cause i expect a lot. but hey the bright side is. i waited there for almost an hour and witness the effort of the shoe repairman.

i was so amazed that he can actually repair two pair of shoes at a time, making all those cut and paste. it was, very, amazing. he didn't even try to stop to take some rest, he continuously repair the two pair of shoes, how cool is that. and one thing that really amazed me is how he manage to sew the shoes. haha. i was like. "open mouth" when i saw that. the point is, there are some people who are willing to really take the risk to make money, the thought that everbody is doing it obviously, it's just that, seeing the shoe repairman makes me pity me.

i was there just looking at him. after he handed my shoes, i said that "what if po kung matanggal?" and he said "iha! pag natanggal, ibalik mo saken, gagawin ko uli wala ng bayad." i was embarassed about myself knowing the fact that i was there at the moment when the shoe repairman fixed my shoes. how soo pity is that for me. =C

maybe im just not that so aware about my community, i went there everyday and just passed them by. not knowing that they are there, rain or shine just to earn money. by hard work with ragged clothes, how i wish i can help them. just a lil help. how i wish.


renafterhours : i salute you! shoe repairman! =D : ninth post

Buninoyerz : reunion?

Buninoyerz Reunited LOL

today is not so ordinary day, when i woke up this morning, i was a bit excited because i will see again my highschool friends, we never see each other that often unlike before, obviously, and i was very very happy to be with them again.

nothing's change, no less but much more, we laugh soo hard while we talked about what had happen before, (during our highschool days, duh. haha.) sad to say, we are not again complete, keka and mama didn't show up. they'll going to have their exams this coming week so we understand, and bj wasn't there also, he's on his work.

as for me longing to be with them for so long, i didn't expect for any changes, i know that when i'm with them. i can be the same me. i can be the old me. i can be nothing but me.

Buninoyerz has been there for me for almost 3 years, i guess, wait.(buninoyerz. count again. haha).. and i'm glad that until now, our barkada's the same. same old ways, the boys are talking with their.. "our words" which usually, we girls can't relate. haha. but then., it is still the same. haha. i really miss you guys, well, see you soon. this coming sembreak our annual swimming.. yehey..

renafterhours: Buninoyerz: reunion? : eight post

Camp Rock, Totally Rocks!

"your the voice i hear inside my head the reason why im singing. i need to find you. i gotta find you.."

Honestly saying, i don't really like Jbro's but i appreciated the CAMP ROCK movie, just watched it on youtube, it is very time consuming though i finished it. i got connection trouble in it's part five but i guess it can wait.

when i first saw the movie trailer, it was good and really i can't wait to see it on september, i just realized why wait till september?.. so i searched it! and look-at-that! the movie. lol.

i thought the movie was about a girl, whose on her way into Camp rock. and she'll going to meet the Jbro's (haha! wrong guess! ).. anyhow, t'was good but i hate the ending.. is there any sequel of this?.. somewhat like the HSMusical?. lol.

anyhow, to those who would like to watch camp rock before it airs here.. i'll paste the URL. unfortunately the owner of the videos disabled the embedded thing. so here it is..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gcHnI_baQNE&feature=related

just find the next part of the movie and enjoy!..

renafterhours:camp rock, totally rocks : seventh post

End of this week

the end of our midterm period and the end of this week, let's reflect.

-Thursday last week our prof gave us the hands on exam

-Friday last week, i start creating the webbie

-Saturday , i read all those handouts. preview for the exam

-Sunday, rest day babeh~

The ExtraOrdinary super krung krung week

-Monday, still doing the webbie and the design itself.

-Tuesday, did prepare for the NSTP short story telling,

-Wednesday, NSTP story telling, got 93% + doing the webbie

but this time, polishing, afterwards,

Super Study mode for midterms.

-Thursday, First day of midterm, got dissapointed, lol.
-Friday, Today, Cutie Midterms, Cutie day, Rest day.

well that's my load for this week, it was quite hard at first, i really don't know what to do, i really don't know where to start but look, the week is ended, and really, one of my achievements! yehey!

almost done in updating our blog. please visit, there's a link in my writers cut. our stories. chapter 3 shallow.

i guess i just need to get over the things / hobbies that i had before, "hey look ren! your a college student now. your not the cutie high school student so wake up." i just need some time for more adjustment. i was forced so hard and i almost drop all. as in all. i am going to rest this coming days. fortunately, we don't have class this monday, have lots of time for the preparation of my report,(yes! super long preparation.) i hope it would turn out great. i mean, i believe it would turn out great! haha

the bottom line is : just believe in yourself, you can do things others can't do so don't always compare yourself to others, you have the ability to make history, history of your own.

TAKE RISK, FEEL THE FEAR BUT FACE IT ANYWAY..

renafterhours: end of this week : sixth post

Midterm Madness

Today is the first day of our midterm, i was very very excited this morning to take all the exams because i did study well.. but then, when you're on the point of excitement. those exam questions just changed. i really did study but the exam is different.

it's consistent! every examination period. i can't help but pity myself for answering those questions with low confidence. and i really dunno why.

i planned that this exam will be my greatest exam ever but it turn out not! as in not that good but that bad, and currently now, i don't know what should i'll study in one of my major, the pointers just, cover to cover, it's really hard to study if you don't have that specific topic!! hahai.. what should i do. someone, please, hear me. haha. i am losing hope. losing time and energy.

bring back my happiness.. bring back my life. bring me back to life.

renafterhours: midterm madness : fifth post

Done Javascripting

Done doing my Hands-on examination moments ago, haha. i'm very addicted now in this blogging stuff and i don't know why,(maybe there are things that i really can't express personally. kaya blog lang ng blog! haha!)

well nwei, im about to log-off cause imma going to study for our midterm exam which will begin tomorrow, wish me luck. i have to pull all the energy i have so i could pass all the exams.

i am very very sleepy, but it doesn't matter! i have to study. please do visit me and se-raph's blog. contains our very own compilation of stories. mine is shallow and him's just another story from you..

http://insideofourside.blogspot.com

thank you very much!

lavvalotz!

renafterhours:Done Javascripting : fourth post

Moment at cyber library

i was currently here at our school's cyber library with meges

beside me. we are doing a research about english (nouns, pronouns, adjectives,adverbs and etc.) , topic that we would going to discuss this coming wednesday..

we would be going to real elementary school and teach students there, it would be a big break for us i guess, after all the lil preparation (lol.).

obviously, i wasn't searching, hahah. "tintamad ako. pati nasend ko na sa gmail ko yung topic namen.. bahala na sa wednesday. hahah"

45 minutes to go and were going to dismiss, "uwian time." i'm gonna end this point. this pc is about to log out.. catcha guys later..

renafterhours: moment at cyber library : third post

Sweet spice Polvoron

"Given august 11,2008: 12:50PM"


i was very stress(ed) yesterday during our cisco assestment, t'was our retake exam in chappy 3,4 and 5.. i was very nervous with the thought that i might have a score lower than my original score, and yeah TADAH! my score is lower than my original score.. but then my prof gave us another chance. so i retake *again* the chappy 3, but that time, i was helped by a post form the internet. i know it's not proper to cheat, and guess what! i passed the examination but it wasn't from my brain, t'was from somebody who post the answers in the internet. (haha! i'm guilty. i confessed! lol).


then after that, my friends said, "Hui! boypren mo. nasa labas." i was shocked, "sinong boypren?" and then t'was ian then, outside the room, holding a bag of polvoron.. (raket ni iantot sa campus. haha!).. when i open the door the first thing that comes out into my mouth is "iantot! pengeng polvoron!" and he was like tampururut face (cause i bought one from kuya jeff ) and said "ayoko nga! ki jeff ka nabili eh," and i was like making paawa face (tipong "PRAMIS DI NA KO BIBILI KI KUYA JEFF, SA IYO NA LANG..") and said "uu na nga.. hindi na nga eh. penge ng isa. pleeasee." (haha). first he entered into the lab and said "waw! pwede bang dito na lang ako. malameg eh." (lol.) i smiled and said "polvoron ko.." (lol.) and he said "oh.."


and then he gave it to me. the plastic was color-red: cookies and cream polvoron coated with choco fudge. (lol. sounds very very yummy..) when i have the polvoron in my hands, i shouted for joy (exagg,) "Yey! nakalibre ng isa. yes! yes! yes!" and he was like "oo! basta sa aken ha." (parang kapalet lang. haha!). and then i smiled and said "oo na nga eh. sayo na." (lol..)

and then again, i thanked him for giving me one., sure ian was a big help then. i was very very down at that moment.. "lagi talagang ontime si iantot! wiwit!" and wattaya know. i have polvoron. lol.

i forgot to take a picture of the whole uneaten(lol) polvoron. but i got a pic of the wrapper. i made it stapled and cut a side which will not dominate(d) by the ants.(lol).

The Ever dearest sweet spice polvoron wrapper

renafterhours: sweet spice polvoron : second post

The art of doing nothing

well.. welcome to my 4th official blog powered by blogspot(blogger).com..

this blog is entitled "the art of doing nothing..".. inspired by candymagazine (ooops! i forgot the month issue. pity me.)this is gonna be my official 1st tambayan before my other blogs. lol.

i lurve blogging so much.. (even if we have class in our cisco subject).. actually i made this blog during our assestment(online examination: cisco.netacad.net), and i thought my prof knew all about this. (well wattaya know. lol.)

anyhow i'll start posting later the happenings/events/moments this past few days.. i'm kinda actually busy because i'm polishing my webpage (deadline on thursday.) and at the same time we will be having our midterm examination 2 days from now. but it doesn't matter. lol im in the mood for blogging.. (hmm. as always.. haha.)

so, i'll end this first post now to give way to my other post. catch you guys later..

renafterhours : the art of doing nothing: First post